Friday, December 17, 2010
Sup guys, I'm still in a bad mood. Haha, great. Di's making his minecraft server after I helped him in a bit. I just played minecraft, and yeah, 6 of my diamond was stolen. I'm on skype with Barry and the entire AzuRe gang. And here I thought I could get a good mood if I played something else. I guess trying to hide it is a freaking hard thing especially if you despise yourself. Damn, I seriously becoming emo about this shit. I kinda know more about her know, I'm not going to say what. It's going to seriously blow my cover to a friend. I kinda changed my mind on attention. I used to constantly want and need attention. Now, I just wanna be alone without anybody. Still, I kinda am slowly not understanding myself these day. Man yesterday's training left my body in aches all over.
I visited her facebook trying to maybe know her better. Man I seriously need to start asking about more advice man. I think I can definetely count her as a crush. A big one, I never felt this way unlike my previous crushes. I kinda feel better when I blog, okay, time for music.
--Ezekiel at 3:25 PM